joo leang ( we miss youu )

todayy is the last night joo leang at ipohh .
i ' ll miss her .
just now when joo leang said something *forget dee*
i drop my tears . and it ' s non - stop .
whyy ?
i din 't appreciate her when she 's here . and now regreting maybe it 's too late .
and i cant forget her idiotness .
our family will be more silent without her .
i ve no idea whyy .
i kept thinking am i suppode to attend the school tomorow?
because i want to see her steps inside her college life then my heart will be better . am i suppose to go ? or attend the school ?
i ve no idea . i wanna go to joo leang college to see her steps inside her college life BUT i 'm scared teacher will send warning letter to her .
i'm scared . because i ve two days dint attend the school .
and yeah i ll follow what my heart sayy .
but i ' m sure mum and dad will never let me go because of studies .
i'm speechless . sighs sighs sighs
please god let me go KL to see her steps inside . i hope so .
andd yeahh joo theng too !
she going to kedah to continue her work as a nurse .
honestly , i'm dont know what to do without them .

i'll miss when she pinch me
i'll miss when she makes me laugh
i'll miss when i get scolded she will comfort me
i'll miss when she hug me
i'll miss her voice
i'll miss her everything

BUT NOW , maybe it 's too late to tell her that because she gonna go NILAI within least than 24 hours .
PLEASE GOD , bless them for god sake and give her everything what she wanted.
and never let her sad . and never let her faill in everything .
honestly , i'm crying while write this post
because i ll miss her .
no one 's know i cryy . i miss her a lot . ITS A LOT !!
sighs *
we love youu WOOI JOO LEANG
*cries

phantom of the opera

our school had an activiti call ( DRAMA FEST )
and it ridiculous.
last year i 'm the one who act as a aprince because they say my face , the style i walk , my everything look like a man . wtf
so , teacher MAYBE want me to be a man again . wth wth wth
our class wanna act the phantom of the opera
and IT 'S MAYBE i ll be the lead character . * angry
i don ' t wanna act man .
it s embarassing when i forgot those script .
and last year i almost forgot . *recalling
sighs . GOD PLEASE .
and teacher want me to do all the script .
urhh ! honestly , i 'm sucha lazy . duhh
and i need to force myself to do .
and other girl just act . sighs
am so sighs sighs sighs .
and guys please no more pictures on me
imagine what ll happen if i 'm the one who act a man .
it ' s so terrible . *slapping my self
*gasps.

okayy . my mate which is si beside me call lau sheau ching
which is crazy and mental . she wanna give opnion about the drama . and she call me to say . wtf

me : aiyarr, youu sendiri sayy la.
she : mou la
me :just say la weyy
she : i scard lehh
me :aiyarr whatever la . tell me and i tell to teacher .
she :okayy . *explain everything
me:okayy . i tell to teacher now
she : okayy okaayyy .

ishh . she always pinch my face or hands to let me not to sleep during maths
it so boring .
she always nag me whenever i 'm sleeping or playing with friends .
she always start wit (weyy ar , study la , mouu playy la )
and my responce to her is yalahh yalahh
HAHAHA.XD
she was the one who most understand me whenever i 'm sad , cry , happy even mad . she won t say anything if i gossip about anyone and she ll just say forgive people la . she also human mar .
then i ll sayy (sighs,maybe i should do what youu said )
she will touch my shoulder and smile at me .
XDDDD
honestly she's good .
she sayy that i 'm her BFF. LOL
beside me no one will understand her .
well , that 's bff should do buddy .
hees :]]]
good luck for exam and BFF .
ohh yea almost forgot don 't always pinch my face la .
*laughs

my loveyy doveyy boyy

his smile makes my heart melted . :]]

friend

the band i adore and admire the most . SUPER JUNIOR

i smile like an idiot because someone make me laugh during cam - whore .wtf

their third album cover . i insist to buy their album but ipoh din 't sell them.
damn it .

this pickatures show how much i adore youu .

I'M MRS.HANG GENG .

love me the way youu like . XDD

my friend came my house in a sudden.

it freaks me out hunn.

and she say that her mum force her to come my house to do folio . wtf

that 's so irratating.

we chatted a lot of thing . yeah lotsa of secret . hees:]]

that 's all .

pictures will be update later .

drag me to hell

joo ying brought us to parade to watch drag me to hell this movie .
hunn , seriously if youu have heart attack or anyting don't watch that movie .
it 's so horror
exciting dude !
it 's so excited .
i scream because when the old woman came out .
it makes my heart came out . WTF
makes me wanna cry . duhh
have fun with my sister



and joo leang gonna go to nilai .
8 MORE DAYS !!!!
is a 8 more days
i cant imagine how can i live without her
she ;s going ther for 3 years
i just cant do it
i miss those memories that we had
especially we fighting for choclate , ice cream , TV
everything
and now she 's packing wanna leave ipoh and to to so farr .
altough is just between KL and Kedah
but i cant see her everyday :[[
she use to hug me when i 'm back from school nor make us laugh
is so difficult for me to let her go
and i just cant
i will cry , miss her lotsa
and just sit there waiting her come back and make us laugh again and again .
and now is too late to say those thing
i cry a lot
i miss her lot
and i will gonna call her everyday but it will make her feel annoying . :[[[[[
i hope she wont think like that
and now i ' m crying
please budhha do bless her for everything
she 's my beloved sister and my lovest sister
bless her and make her happy
thanks . and joo leang do take care .
i 'll so gonna miss youu a lot .
*crying

i guess life is like that .
a while hands off and a while hands tight
llife is meaningless without their care
andd now only i realise family is important
family is sooo important
their laughterr , cry , happy and mostly sadd when we 're having some difficult time . but we do appreaciate those time and we never let go
althought i 'm sad when dad and mum do that decision for * privasy *
although i cry and madd obviously .
it just OKAYY !
i'm okayy family
don't worry . and i love youu all .
and i have many problems right in my mind .
and i don't know how to solve it .
i just need someone to help me .
but i 've to do it on my own and let be my challenge .
i can do it . and i can make this over b*tch .
thanks to someone .


andd to someone . i update my blog lorr .
don't text me everyday and tell to update la .
annoy laa . go to school youu jau wait for me !
wanna revenge .
we can meet everyday werd . form 6 !
lalala ~ P/S : don't text me everyday ! or i 'll kill youu . LOL

p/s : i 'm just no one for her .

i 'm MRS.Hang Geng

i wanna see youu everyday .